It is amazing how people would come together to help me out so that I could be with my folks during this time. It was a different story and a different Administration when I had to be in the hospital for a month of bed rest prior to the birth of my daughter. At that time, I was still expected to complete lesson plans. Well, I took the few days prior to Winter Break and stayed with my family at the hospital. I did not have to worry about getting a lesson plan together or making sure students grades were submitted on time. My department kept checking up on me and so were my AP students (contact through the REMIND APP).
During this time, I was trading with my mom and sis-in-law the night shift, because Mom did not want to leave Dad alone. The break came and I was still with my family at the hospital. Dad did not regain consciousness. Christmas came and we spent it together just like Dad would have wanted.
On December 29, 2018, I was on the night shift spending time with Dad when he passed away. I was playing for him one of his favorite shows “Dr. Who.”
School did not go back into session until January 2, 2019, so I thought I will be alright to return. I was excited in fact to go back because I would see my kiddos again, especially my AP students who have been checking up on me. First this that morning the security guard for the floor came to me and asked “what in the world I was doing back at work?” I wanted some NORMALCY! I needed a routine, I am 👌. Then I saw my students and the water works came. They came to me and gave me hugs, and of course I cried a bit more.
In my mind I’m now thinking maybe this wasn’t a great idea! But no, I needed to do this. I can’t feel sorry Dad is gone because I believe he isn’t really gone. Anyways, the following day was actually more difficult. My principal and assistant principal came to check up on me. As long as nobody asked if there was anything they could do it will be ok.
My question is how long until I can be in front of my classes and not be so sad. I love teaching and thought this will help me. Next week is a new week. It will take time. I am happy that I told my students what occurred because it showed them I may not been on the mark with grades and feedback on assignments for a while but I’m still here for you.
I love you Dad!
Dennis D. Dodds
January 24, 1952-December 29, 2018
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